December 2011
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Can't be cured.
I cried, infront of my mum this morning.. I tried to control my tears but fail… I cried so hard… For the first time after many many years, mum hugged me, comforting me while I was crying…
It’s hard but it will get better in time..
May 2011
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Emotional.
I’m feeling emotional right now..
I was talking to Mother & she suddenly brought up that again.. I felt like crying. I held my tears from falling.. My eyes were all teary & I know my tone changed when I talked to her..
She felt sorry for me… I wanted to tell her that she doesn’t have to feel bad.. I will never blame her…
March 2011
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Another Day~
If you’re having a hard time or thinking Life has been unfair to you…my life is much more worst..
Just because I don’t say it, doesn’t mean i’m not suffering. Just because I don’t share it, doesn’t mean i don’t have problems.
I just don’t want to talk about it…
Sorry…not feeling good recently.
Bye…
February 2011
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What can i do?
Sorry for not updating. lost interest in blogging. aahh i doubt there’ll be somebody reading this. anyways, so much had happened & is happening. in summary, my 2010 was awesome somehow somewhat. actually i have something to blog about. been keeping it to myself for so long. BUT i don’t want to talk about it because i don’t see the point why i should. i should try making things right instead of...
April 2010
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Imperfection
I may not be the best friend you wish for but you’re the bestest friend I ever have… =)
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March 2010
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Quick updates!
- Yay! I got my HTC HD2 a week ago! Hehe.. ;p - I just sold off my LG Lollipop.. Hurhur.. ;p - 2 of my artwork were pusblished in Noise Singapore booklet! Yay! - Going Redang next weekend! ;D What else.. hmmm…
February 2010
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Oh!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzVFyWNzjtE&feature=related
Hurhur I’m addicted to this song currently.. ;p - - -
Oh! - SNSD (Girls’ Generation) [All] jeone aldeon naega anya Brand New Sound Saerowojin nawa hamgge One More Round Dance Dance Dance till we run this town Oppa oppa I’ll be I’ll be Down Down Down Down [Seohyun] Hey oppa najom bwa nareul jom barabwa...
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Quick update ;p
I want to update this blog but I don’t know what to update on.. ;p I’ll come back once I got inspiration or something interesting to blog! ;p Kesian eh, berabuk! Hehe ;p
January 2010
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2010 already?
Happy New Year Yall! ;D
Time past so fast! I just turned 23 like a week ago ahaks! ;p
Turning 23 wasn’t that bad.. ;p Thank you all, every single one of you, that made me a happy 23-year-old! =* Love You All!! <3 =))
2009 has past, a new year has come. What’s in store for me in 2010 ? Only God knows.. I just hope to spend less and save more.. I should start eating more.. Or...
December 2009
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Avalon
I never felt this way before I’m scared but still want more Love will always find its time I’ve been waiting for so long For this moment sweet to come Just one kiss and you’ll be fine
I want you to be my Avalon The sweet unknown Come on over and take on me I want you to see my Avalon The love has grown From here to eternity
You’re a mystery What you are to me Is...
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Second time around .
Why, I’m not excited for my birthday. I’m more excited to see SAM WORTHINGTON in Avatar! Can’t wait!
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What's on your mind?
The one thing I’m not looking forward to this month, my birthday.
November 2009
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Now...
I have HTC Hero! Thank You Mak & Ayah! ;D I have Sony Vaio W netbook! Thank You Maslena! ;D I got myself a new mp4! Yay! But I hate the earphones.. hurhur!
Now… what else do I need ?
September 2009
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what am I leaving when I'm done here ?
Hoho. I’ve been neglecting this blog.. kesian! ;p It’s either there’s nothing much to update or I’m just plain LAZY. Haha!
I have a Twitter account and guess what, I’ve stopped updating there too. ahaks~
Anyways, today I’m on leave! Yay! Went to NSC in the morning and back home, cleaned my room! Changed new bedsheet(Sister bought for me yay)!
So how’s...
August 2009
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New hair!
Curls & Highlights yesterday! hurhur. $254 gone! ;p
July 2009
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;p
June 2009
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Dreamt that life was Beauty.. Woke up & found that...
You called me radeeeeee…. for the 2nd time after a very long time.
You remembered that phrase.. =)
I missed you so much laaaa..
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Mixed feelings.
Disini aku masih sendiri Merenungi hari-hari sepi Aku tanpamu Masih tanpamu
Bila esok hari datang lagi Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu
Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung Di tempat ini aku bertahan
Suara dengarkanlah aku Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku Aku di sini menunggunya Masih berharap di...
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Don’t waste your whole life trying to get back...
Kristy, Are You Doing Okay?
There’s a moment in time And it’s stuck in my mind Way back, when we were just kids
Cause your eyes told the tale Of an act of betrayal I knew that somebody did
Oh, waves of time Seem to wash away The scenes of our crimes But for you this never ends
Can you stay strong? Can you go on? Kristy are you doing okay? A rose that won’t bloom Winter’s kept you Don’t waste...
April 2009
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Feel like giving up.
I’m not feeling too good right now. I don’t want to go work later. Sorethroat, coughing and ulcers. Sighs. I’m exhausted. =(
I just have this feeling everyone thinks I’m a bad designer. After 3 years, I felt that I don’t learn much. I felt that I’m the worst designer; lack of experience, bad attitude and knows nothing much. I know I made alot of mistakes. Yes...
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What's in it for me?
Arghhhhh! I’m having sorethroat now! Been coughing since Friday night! Huhu.
I’m craving for so many foood! Sobs. I’m so sad because I can’t enjoy Sushi like how I used to do! *cries* Sorry Mas, you need to find a temporary Sushi khaki! Gimme time yeah, I’m sure I will be able to eat Sushi easily again one day! ;p
Alot of people commented that I’ve lost...
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Quick update!
Yay I got my E75 yesterday! ;D
But its black! I wanted the copper colour but black will do laa.. ;p
I just ate 1 pint of B&J’s ONE Cheesecake Brownies ice-cream!
Initial plan was JUST BUY 1 BBQ chicken PAU! -.-
Tsktsktsk… Very bad! Temptations!
And I don’t like to talk about work.. so don’t ask okay…..
PS: Feel free to vote for Diorama!...
March 2009
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Sanubariku on Ria 89.7fm!
http://www.ria.sg/index_carta.htm http://www.ria.sg/index_undi_carta.htm Dear Friends and avid readers, I’m doing this on behalf of my friend.. If you guys tune in to Ria 89.7fm, please do vote for the song, Sanubariku by Diorama and try to help them get into Ria Chartz. The links are above.. Even if you don’t listen to Ria, please make time to tune in and listen to Diorama’s...
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A new phase!
Today is exactly one month since my last post!
& Today, I am 22 years & 3 months old! ;D & Today I had my braces on! ;p
Its painful! SUPER! HAAAA. My lips still numb.. I can’t feel my lips! Haha. Keep bleeding.. Keep bleeeding~~
4 tooths extracted! Crazy lor.
I changed my gauze 8 times le! Haha! Mum went down and bought for me more gauze! Thanks Mother! & She made...
February 2009
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Peace - Sparta Locals
[I did this for the fun of it! ;p]
1. Put your iTunes/mp3 player/Cellphone etc on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. Write the name of the song, regardless of however weird :D 4. Tag some friends who might enjoy doing this.
IF SOMEONE SAY “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY? Better Together - Jack Johnson [haha! ;p ]
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Walk...
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Random
I have so much to say but I don’t know where to start! ;p
Okay okay let me see….
— I have the URGE to wear braces! HAHA. Thank you to those who thinks my teeth are almost perfect! ;p
— I’m going towards my dream! JAPAN in Feb 2011! 2 years from now! HAHA.
— I don’t know if its the weather(haze) or its the bloody HORMONES OR am I super stress! SUDDEN...
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Candles
The power lines went out And I am all alone But I don’t really care at all Not answering my phone All the games you played The promises you made Couldn’t finish what you started Only darkness still remains
Lost sight Couldn’t see When it was you and me
Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I’m beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo...
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Tagged!
Once you’ve been tagged,
you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits,
or goals about you and then choose 25 people to be tagged.
If I tagged you,
it’s because I want to know more about you!
[ I’ve been tagged twice at facebook and one here haha! Okay enjoy reading ahaks! ]
25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about RAD:
01: I’m always online!
02: I...
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Busy.
Busy February! 13,14,15 & 21st Feb super occupied la! & Sorry to all, Sunday is my resting & family day.. Please avoid meet-up on Sundays.. Thankyou!
Sorry, family comes 1st.
January 2009
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Sacrifice.
When you don’t grab tomorrow, You will never know what you could have seen..
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Still kicking! ;p
On 23rd January 2009, I wore skirt to work! HAHA. Most of my colleagues said I should wear skirt more often! Haha I wear skirt really that nice meh? ;p Even my favourite Engineer noticed la! He: Hello Radiah.. Wah, You wear skirt today?” Me: YAAAA. Wah, he noticed small things like this. I am so happy! ;D Hurhur crazy sey! He’s married la! What are you thinking RAD!!?
Okay,...
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I'm just a little bit caught in the middle!
Doctor doctor, help me! What should I do? Huhu…..
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OKayyy firstly… I wld lyk to thank you for writing in to Doctor Len. It’s great to see a lot of people writing in n tell me abt their life stories.
Secondly, wat u’re feeling is understandable. I dare to say dat I noe hw ur feelings r for nw. U dowan pple to tink dat jz bcz u cant get *HIM, u n de ger r enemies. Dats y pple dun see u...
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Tagged.
FIRST THINGS FIRST 1.Full Name: Radiah A.R. 2.Nicknames: rad, radee, dee 3.Age: 22++! 4.Gender: female. 5.Where do You Live: Eunos. 6.Relationship status: Single. 7.Siblings: 1 elder sis & 2 younger brothers. 8.Pets: None. 9.Screen name: rad* / radee
APPEARANCE 11.Hair Color: super black! 12.Hair length: SHORT! 13.Eye Color: black. 14.Height: 156cm! 15.Piercings: 2 pairs. 16.Tattoos: None....
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I don't always get the boy I want!
So my gut feeling was wrong. Haha. Whatever la.
Even if they’re no longer together, I don’t think he would want to woo me. Heh. Same goes to that guy too.
;p
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Never learn lesson!
ERGH. I’m super annoyed with my hair now! Lol. I don’t want to talk about it la. =/
On a happier note, I just checked my POSB account, and AWS is already credited into my bank! Alhamdulillah. =) I’m so going to put 1k in my UOB account and give my mum the card, to be kept somewhere only she knows! HAHA. ;p If not, I won’t be able to go to Japan by 2010! Because I forsee...
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Lazy Sunday.
Haha I was supposed to jog this morning but I am so lazy suddenly! I was super-semangat yesterday. Then suddenly MALAS! ;p
Didn’t eat since morning! I woke up at 1plus like that har har. Went to bath and after that I cleaned my wardrobe. Intention was to find my skipping rope. In order to find that skipping rope, I have to clean my clothings. If not, ROBOH! Gahh~ Threw away tons of tops...
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Sweet Dreams.
I dreamt of you* few days back.. I dreamt of him* yesterday..
Why do I have that strong feeling that you* and him* are single now… GAH. Whatever.
;p
Good Night Everyone! =)
Note: you* & him* are two different person.
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Two O O Nine!
Farewell to you 2008! & Hello 2009! =)
I didn’t have a good start in 2008; bad times dragged all the way in the middle of 2008.. Towards the end of 2008, then it started getting better. I thought to myself, I should not let the unpleasant things bring me down. I’m still trying to be stronger! I need to!
2008 was the worst year la of all my 22 years living! I cried alot in 2008!...
December 2008
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The Happiest 22 year old girl!
I had a wonderful 22nd birthday with my dearest friends! It feels great to be 22! Know why, because I got 22 pieces of cupcakes this year from BFFs! Specially baked for me by them! Super diabetically-delicious! Haha! ;D
Another 10 pieces from Maslena! Made by Asyurah! Thank you! You baked delicious cupcakes too! ;D
WAHHH! I just can’t get enough of cupcakes! Its sweet, delicious, orange...
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8036 days old on 24.12.08!
Wah I feel super old now ahaks! ;p A year older now, a year wiser too!
I would like to thank Allah S.W.T. for letting me live this long. Syukur Alhamdulillah. I would like to thank both Mother&Father for bringing me up for the past 21 years. Though I have a complete family, I still feel I lack of parents/siblings’ love, at times. I just want some freedom, space and your love &...
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ORDinary Life.
All the Best to You. May you have all the happiness in the world & lead the wonderful ordinary life again ya. =)