I cried, infront of my mum this morning.. I tried to control my tears but fail… I cried so hard… For the first time after many many years, mum hugged me, comforting me while I was crying… It’s hard but it will get better in time..
I’m feeling emotional right now.. I was talking to Mother & she suddenly brought up that again.. I felt like crying. I held my tears from falling.. My eyes were all teary & I know my tone changed when I talked to her.. She felt sorry for me… I wanted to tell her that she doesn’t have to feel bad.. I will never blame her…
If you’re having a hard time or thinking Life has been unfair to you…my life is much more worst.. Just because I don’t say it, doesn’t mean i’m not suffering. Just because I don’t share it, doesn’t mean i don’t have problems. I just don’t want to talk about it… Sorry…not feeling good recently. Bye…
Sorry for not updating. lost interest in blogging. aahh i doubt there’ll be somebody reading this. anyways, so much had happened & is happening. in summary, my 2010 was awesome somehow somewhat. actually i have something to blog about. been keeping it to myself for so long. BUT i don’t want to talk about it because i don’t see the point why i should. i should try making things right instead of ranting here. yes, i keep things to myself, for some reasons. some things are better left unsaid. don’t worry, nothing serious.. just some unsettled issues. sometimes it’s better to ignore & pretend nothing happen. live life to the fullest. i’ve been trying to live my life with a positive mind. i tried my best. i always try to keep ‘unhappiness’ away from my mind. i always remind myself, ‘Things happened for some reasons’. Life is not easy. never been easy. will never be…
i still have people around me to keep me happy everyday..make me forget those unhappiness stuff.. i’m thankful for that.. really grateful for that….
again i said, don’t worry about me. i’ll be fine~ =)
I may not be the best friend you wish for but you’re the bestest friend I ever have…
=)
at Redang! ;D
Featured in Noise Singapore booklet! =)
- Yay! I got my HTC HD2 a week ago! Hehe.. ;p
- I just sold off my LG Lollipop.. Hurhur.. ;p
- 2 of my artwork were pusblished in Noise Singapore booklet! Yay!
- Going Redang next weekend! ;D
What else.. hmmm…
♡ LG Lollipop!
I’m using this fone right now.. ;p Bought this fone 2 weeks ago.. I ♥ it! So cute, very adorable! But I still want HTC HD2!! Hurhur! ;p
I might be selling off this phone once I buy HTC HD2! Hehe ;p