Hoho. I’ve been neglecting this blog.. kesian! ;p
It’s either there’s nothing much to update or I’m just plain LAZY. Haha!
I have a Twitter account and guess what, I’ve stopped updating there too. ahaks~
Anyways, today I’m on leave! Yay! Went to NSC in the morning and back home, cleaned my room! Changed new bedsheet(Sister bought for me yay)!
So how’s fasting? My menses came on 2nd week of Ramadan.. I didn’t fast for 7 days! Alhamdulillah, only 7 days! ;p
Alot of temptations… Many times patience/tolerance level being tested!
Been feeling very sleepy at work almost everyday! ;p
Been spending alot of time at home, with mum.. Helping mum preparing food for breaking of fast.. I made 3 types of kuih raya, with a little help from mum! Thanks Mother! ;D
Been spending alot of $$$ on foooood and the preparation for Raya..
I’m left with 50$ in my POSB laaa! Hurhur!
Nevermind.. UOB still got money! ;p
Just got my bonus last month. Alhamdulillah! =)
Tomorrow, going for my monthly ortho.. I’m so prepared for another week of ulcers. -.-
Things been good so far.. Alhamdulillah..
I’m accepting well with the things happening.. Things like work, my skin issue and much more..
Work is tiring. Really. I just hope to master whatever skills/knowledge asap.. I want to do work worry-free with no much problems….
Already a year now, I’ve been visiting NSC. So much money spent. It just won’t go away. Sighs. I’m not giving up. I won’t. It will get better, InsyaAllah..
For those who are curious, No, I’m not looking and not contacting any boy friends.
Nobody in mind/heart. I think it would be much better to focus on settling my skin issue first. I know I’m not getting any younger. I do want a bf and get married! Haha. Time will tell.. ;p
Sometimes, I wondered why this happened to me. Why me? Why it didn’t happen to my sister or brothers ? Why I got it? Why me?
But what’s the point ? It already happened, no point brooding over it. Should just think of solutions and get it cured…
I just hope it will get be cured soon.. =)
Was talking wif mum about this. I can see from her eyes that she felt sorry and sad for me.. Don’t be sad Mother! I’m not sad and sorry for myself anymore.. It will be okay.. I know it will! =) InsyaAllah.
And she went on talking about her trying to abort me..
(if you remember, I did mentioned about this in my previous blog long time ago)
Yes, she was trying to abort me not because she wanted it but my great-grandmother told her to do so. My parents don’t earn much… My dad was a lift technician, he used to bring home $900 per month.. My mum used to work in a factory, she didn’t earn much too.. At that point of time, my mum already had my sister. So nenek told mum that their earnings not enough for 5 of them(my parents,sister and my great-grandparents). My mum drank alot of jamu/tonic/whatever that was given to her, to get rid of me. She said the drinks were all hot and heaty.. She tried alot of means and ways to get rid of me. My dad wanted to keep me..so he changed job. He went to work at Geylang market with his friend’s help. He started a small business.. He didn’t earn much but mum said enough for them to go by with..
My mum went for a check-up, the gynae said the foetus was okay and can continue with the pregnancy… I was already 2 months plus going to 3 months. Mum told me that she worried that all those jamu might harm me and cause me to be cacat. Thank God, the jamu didn’t do any harm on me.. If not, I won’t be here. I will be aborted long time ago…. I’m just glad my parents didn’t agree with the abortion. Anak adalah pembawa rezeki. I believed in that. =)
I’m the heaviest among my siblings.. My mum said must be the jamu she drank.. ;p
And she wondered could it be the ‘whatever things’ she consumed long time ago caused me to have skin problems.. I wondered too.. Only Allah knows why..
I’m thankful and grateful that I’m born in this family.. =)
I know my parents work really hard for us, for almost 24 years.. I can’t repay them.. The love and care they’ve given us: priceless. Money can’t buy all that.
I don’t always get what I want.. really..
I have to earn it to get what I want..
I want to save money but each time I put aside some $$$ for saving, the money surely will be used for something else. -.- Resistance level very low heh.
Some people are just born to be lucky. Lucky in love. Lucky physically. Lucky mentally. Lucky in financial. Lucky in almost everything. Lucky for being almost perfect. Just lucky. Lucky. Luck.
I had 3 Swensens’ mooncake just now! Yummy! ;D Milo, Hazelnut Latte & Durian!
Like finally heh. ;p
Hmmm…what else should I blog about ? ;p
I miss doing vectors. Hurhur. I need inspiration, time and good quality photos! ;p
Online on FB almost every night. But now, I felt FB is no longer exciting/interesting.. Heh.
This is a very random entry. I don’t know what to blog about laa. ;p
I think I shall end this entry already ahaks!
Okay, I will end this post now…. wait!
I want to say this…..I want a very religious boyfriend! ;D
Hehe.
Okay bye!
